Tuesday, April 21, 2009

something is wrong

all i want to do sleep. i'm tired and feel meh. sure i have a cold but something feels off more than that. i am happy not to put forth any effort in my life - exercise, cleaning, playing with j, leaving the house, i'm not even taking real pleasure in eating or drinking my soda. all i want to do is zone out.

yes, i'm taking my meds. hopefully it's just because i'm sick.